Seven months ago, I thought I was already captivated by Anxiety. There was not a day goes by without being anxious, without feeling fear. I thought I was losing my mind. I prayed and prayed every day for my healing yet I thought nothing was happening. In the midst of it all, I still religiously take my meds, rejecting caffeine, regulating sugar, do yoga, swim regularly, run often and pray a lot. Months and months after doing all of these, I did not notice that changes are already manifesting in me. I couldn’t forget the first time I entered my psychiatrist’s clinic, I was sobbing loudly like a child. Compared to my recent visit, I was laughing and chatting merrily with my doctor.
I still feel discomfort sometimes but anxiousness seldom knocks on my door anymore. I have been very active lately and I am loving it! I am an outdoor morning person now. I have developed a positive disposition. Things have been great and I am very thankful.
God really answers our prayers. Sometimes we think He is not minding us but what we don’t know is that He is already working on it. For seven months, I experienced agonizing and dragging sensations I thought would never end. Indeed with Him, nothing is impossible.
A close friend told me this line before, “It will get better.” It really did! So to you who have been struggling with anxiety or even from another situation, hang in there. Don’t lose hope. Continue to pray and strive to be better. It will get better, my friend. You will get better!
